Monday, July 27, 2009
Today was monday, which i hate the most because it means the start of another long week of school again, basically lessons that im trying hard to absorb into my brain which i barely could,
well, in life, there are many friends you will meet and make, with different kinds of friends, like those Hi-and-Bye friends, some friends who use you only, your true friends who is always there for you, and lastly, your best friend whom you will cherish a lot.
there are bound to be up and downs,misunderstandings and etc in every friendship, I, myself, thinks that i`ve already met 3 of the mention groups of friends that i said earlier, which is, hi and bye, friends who use me, and true friends,
I`ve been use by this friend for a lot of times,betrayed and lied to alot of times, and yet, there is still this friend whom is always there for me.i`ve also meet alot of friends but alot of them are now gone already, lost contacts with them and etc, but lastly
throughout my whole life, i`ve never stilll be able to find my best friend yet, someone whom is always there to talk to me, lend me his/her ears, and to comfort me in times of need, sometimes, i really feel isolated and lonely, even in church, idk why, but i always feel lonely and isolated all around, like there`s no one to talk to at all, i cna only look on in envy as those people have thier own best friend while i do not, always keeping things to myself and talking to myself all the time,
this post is not meant to be emotional but is really, wha i feel like saying for today only,
bye
changeme.
4:37 AM